Memorial day

I just wanted to mention my love and appreciation for all those who have served and continue to serve our county. This past few years their sacrifice has become even more relevant in my life since I have a cousin who's husband is in Afghanistan (see "Brooke and Aaron" on my blog buddies list to read more about them...Brooke is my cousin)and my cousin also Terry also served recently. Having my loved ones in that position really brought home everything they give up. I just know there are hundreds of families who have lost loved ones and others who live without theirs when they are serving. I can not imagine their day to day lives and I am so grateful for all they sacrifice because I know it's one I couldn't make. Thank you so much for serving our country and protecting us and also others around the world!

My family also always remembers my sister Trisha on memorial day... her birthday was this weekend and I really just wanted to do something to remember her. So, today Derek and Easton and I went hiking and although we got a little rained out and our hike was short, it felt good. She loved hiking and I know she would be happy knowing that that is how she was remembered today. I love you Trish and miss you every day.

managing...

so... lately I am REALLY feeling busy with managing these stinking apartments {phone ringing}and although life is great and it feels good to be 1/2 way through school- I am feeling sort of funky. I am really feeling to onset of summer because of the strange heat wave we had last week and the Onslaught of student that are calling to rent apartments. So seriously I am not exaggerating when I say my phone rings on average 20-30 times a day between the hours of about 10-5 generally are the worst. Not exaggerating a bit. {phone ringing}So... I am a little burned out and really wishing I didn't have to work so hard... I wish I were just independently wealthy or that I knew an old couple going on a mission in our ward so we could house sit for the next two years instead of babysit 56 crazy and at times ornery tenants. I need to say sorry to anyone (and especially Camber) that I have not called you back yet... I get really REALLY sick of talking on the phone which I have always hated anyways. It is not because I don't care about you or miss you... It is just that I feel like if I talk on the phone one more time my ears might fall off. literally. {phone ringing}I really feel like quitting sometimes ad believe me I would if I didn't feel so stuck. In fact the other day this thought acctually crossed my mind: "I really wish I were prgnant so that I could be really sick and justify quitting." disturbing- I know. {someone outside my door wanting to write me a check for moving in} do you see how annoying it is to be interrupted so many times a day? Is this really what I signed on for? {phone ringing}. Is it time for American Idol yet?

Today I am asking myself... how do I manage managing?

Derek had his white coat ceremony and he is offically in his third year and working in the clinic now! I am so proud of him!!!

look what I can do!!!

my new BABY

Here is the latest edition to the Ames family. Its a girl. *wink*

I has the most fabulous mothers day. Easton gave me his first ever "school project" mothers day gift. I loved it and I could tell he worked so hard and was so proud of himself. I got a week in Utah then all weekend I got spoiled by my in-laws who were here for Derek's white coat ceremony. We went all over Portland and out to eat and just had a ball. Derek cleaned and cooked and did all the office work and I am feeling so happy. To top it all off I got my new camera (that I have been saving for FOREVER I should add) and that sure makes getting back to reality a lot more bearable. today I am one happy mommy.

where to begin???

what a crazywonderful last couple of weeks I've had! It has been a whirlwind that's for sure. I am so happy to finally be able to post these pictures of of my wonderful new nephews! I has such a fun few days in Utah with them and tried to savor every minute- even I was amazed at the bond that formed immediately and how much you can love a little person you've just met so much. They are truly such a blessing and I want to thank Shelly and Boyd for having the faith and courage to bring them into our family. some things are universal... since Atnoyios (Jonah) doesn't s[peak much English... we had fun making noises and laughing at each other. my mom can whistle really load which he thought was hilarious. so did all the other kids... and so did I.
Most of the pictures I tool were of Jonah eating or sleeping... he didn't sit still for much more than that. He can really pack down the food and I was astounded at what he ate. Wow. That is all I can say! He also has horrible jet lag that first day or two.. poor kid. we were all just staring at him and kissing him and hugging him and he didn't even flinch!
he is so full of life and joy. he is learning so fast and is going to fit in perfectly. Easton is excited to meet him and race him... he loves to run. My favorite is when he says; "ready, steady, go!" i love his cute smile, and laugh and his accent and I just love this kid!!!
This is Sammuel. He is the best baby in the world. I thought Easton was an angel, but this boy takes the prize. I didn't hear him cry even one time the entire time I was there. he sucks his little finger and just melts all our hearts. All the nannies at the orphanage loved him and I think their nickname of "Heysami" will stick forever.


While they had an amazing and eye opening trip in Ethiopia, Boyd and Shelly were happy to be home! You can read here ( http://stewartfam-shelly.blogspot.com/) for more about their trip...

I love this picture of my beautiful sister. She and Boyd have so much love to give and are such loving and giving people. I have felt so blessed to watch them throughout this process.